I've noticed...looking back over my life, that I have tried to have an element of gracefulness to what I do. And, I felt a kind of contradiction in myself when this doesn't happen.
I don't think I've tried to plan for this; it more just seems to happen, like just a 'way' I'm wired or prefer to do things. In other words, it isn't just what gets done, but how it gets done that is important to me.
