Sunday, May 05, 2013

Not Every Day is 'Just Great'

Today is one of those days for me...just not great.  I'm feeling yanked a bit by emotions, pulling on the tiredness I feel in my body and in my mind.  I feel emotionally drained and weakened.  I think it has something to do with disappointment I feel about myself in the way I've reacted to things in the last few days.

This is a bit unusual for me on a Sunday morning, especially after a good run in the woods, where the sunshine was doing its slant thing I love in beautiful fashion and the fresh season's red-buds were floating their purple throughout the forest.  I was awakened to something again, as usual in that scene.

But, returning home, I felt pulled right back into all the work that feels in need of attention.  When the dogs carelessly trampled some of the good bit of it I did yesterday, I felt angry.  I feel anger at my anger, especially over such things.

Some days don't feel..."just great!"  But, who knows how this one will turn out...it's not over yet.