Friday, January 16, 2009

The Power of Freedom

Several times now I have said that our real hope lies in that no matter how oppressed we may be, we always retain some spark of capacity to choose. We can use the ember of freedom to choose to risk ourselves to the goodness of God or to continue to strive for our own autonomy or give in to the powers that oppress us. I am convinced that nothing whatsoever determines the choices we make at this primal level. Here, finally, the choices are totally up to us; we really are free. 

Ironically, freedom becomes most pure when our addictions have so confused and defeated us that we sense no choice left at all. Here, where we feel absolutely powerless, we have the most real power. Nothing is left in us to force us to choose one way or another. Our choice then, is a true act of faith. We may put our faith in ourselves or in our attachments (our addictions) or in God. It is that simple. 

-- Gerald May, Addiction and Grace